Wednesday, November 17, 2010

my dear love forever


The most horrendous pain that i have felt in all my life was, when my 11 years old, dear little cousin died because of the cancer in her bond exactly in her knee, this kind of cancer named osteosarcoma.

The osteosarcoma is the most common bond cancer and the sixth kind of cancer common in the childhood.

The treatment could include: surgery like: biopsy, amputation, proceedings for to avoid o prevent the lost of the bond and others more; Chemotherapy or to put the prosthesis instead the bond, and others.

My cousin’s cancer was detected at time and after by 6 months of various treatments my little beautiful girl was already “fine”, she could lose her leg but thanks God!!!!! she could resist the prosthesis and she only go to chemotherapies for routine and her only trouble was to know, how to walk with her new prosthesis!!! and after others 6 months she already could walk and use shoes, use jewellery, go to the cinema and the park, and her parents was looking again for the school, but this kind of cancer is too dangerous and more at her age, and in her last chemotherapy all her body defences had died and she couldn’t resist the pneumonia that attacks her and in the morning of September 12th, 2010 she died at 3:00am in the hospital trying to live!! She died happy around her parents, they was all the time with her saying her... “please resist my dear daughter” but when my uncles saw my cousin very very tired they said her ...“ rest my dear and go for a better live”. I admired my uncle’s words and strength in this moment, I don’t know how my uncles could say that because if I had been in their place i couldn’t have said it!!!

Sorry i couldn’t write more because i’m feling very sad but losing my little cousin and the most loved changing me a lot and my kind of see the life and for me to write about her is in her honour because I have never felt this kind of pain in my life. Nowadays all the days i remember my cousin and sometimes i fall down and only want to sleep and sleep. I DON’T KNOW HOW TO SUPERATE THIS LOST!!!!!

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU ELY MY DEAR COUSIN, YOU’LL BE IN MY HEART FOREVER AND EVER TILLMY END!!!!

2 comments:

Carla Mayo said...

I know it is difficult but all that I can say is what everybody says in these cases cause is true "only time can help you to overcome your lost"
I dont know what else I can say to encourage you....I´m so sorry for your lost :(

Mr. Ruben said...

I'm so sorry, Mary.

This was a beautiful post.